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Pornstar, Boldstar

I don’t know if I’ll take this as a compliment or get embarrass by this “image” but I’m still clueless why I always get statements like:

“…parang ikaw ‘yung napanood kong Hapon sa Gloss”

“…ikaw ‘yung mahilig maghubad di ba?”

Yeah, I always show off and flaunt my body…or it just that maybe I got the slut-potential or resemblance of a fucking sex god of all time. Powerful.

9 notes ∞ May 3rd, 2012 at 9:32 pm Interviewer: “What do we mean when we say we are ramen profitable and chaotic good?”

Expectation:

Me: Ladies and Gentlemen, Good evening. Thanks for that wonderful and mind-bottling question and now, I declare myself 4TH runner-up. THANK YOU MANILA!!!

Reality:

Me: O_O

I fully understand the filtering process but that question…what the fuck? I’m just applying for an internship slot, not for employment. If it will just take me through the hole of a needle for that fucktard slot, THEN fine, I’m no longer interested. 

21 notes ∞ April 19th, 2012 at 11:27 pm Snapped.

I just want to make things clear with everyone out there especially to a high-profiled someone and a vice-president for operations and marketing of a company, could underestimate a student like me. A very big no, Sir.

Last Tuesday (March 27), A car-related accident/incident happened and of course, I was involved there and I am the one liable to the damage (for him, “DAMAGES”) to his car. T’was just purely a paint scratch (which costs roughly around 2.5K) on the left side body of his car because I checked it also for myself but he’s claiming of other damages, like mis-aligned whatever shit skirt, damaged mag wheel and other fuck damages according to his “insurance agency”. Instead of taking legal actions like search for a nearby enforcer or police to take in charge of the incident and to have a police report, he instead took my driver’s license as collateral and i must pay him an amount to shoulder the damages. GIVE HIM - MONEY-GIVE MY LICENSE BACK-END OF STORY. 

Afternoon of that day, he texted me that the cost of the damages was at most 50 thousand pesos (just the mag wheel) according to some shit insurance. But instead of paying that amount, he just asked me to pay 10 thousand pesos for the participation cost. So, 10 thousand pesos is really a big amount for me as a student, so I replied to him “Sir, 10 thousand is too big so, I’ll just rely this to my insurance. I just need a photocopy of the insurance participation cost and the quotation of the damages” but no replies at all, he doesn’t care, all he wants is the money and he didn’t even gave to me important details like his name, contact address and such. I really want to settle things already and move forward, so I asked for some consideration if I could pay 60-70 percent (bid 6000, he asked for 2k plus, I bid again to 7, he asked again for 500+, but my limit is really 7000 and he’s no longer interested, he’ll just tell his driver to surrender my license to LTO).

So, last Wednesday, he texted me that he wants to settle to 7000 pesos and probably meet somewhere to settle this fuck. Awhile ago, we just had a sales talk and the super plastic hand shake. Straight to business, I apologized to him because I can’t shoulder 7k anymore, All I can pay him is 4K. He insisted that I promised him 7k but I told him if he wants me to pay him full amount,  give me the documents I’m asking for (He knew to himself that since Tuesday I already asked for it) so we can settle everything but I guess, he can’t have the documents from the insurance agency shit since NO POLICE REPORT AT ALL. He could falsify the police report but IT DOESN’T HAVE MY SIGNATURE ON IT. So, he kept on insisting “HINDI KO IBABALIK LISENSYA MO. HINDI KA NA MAGKAKAPAGDRIVE. BAYARAN MO MUNA AKO” and I also kept insisting about the documents. 

Then, he said that he would take the 4k but I still owe him 50 THOUSAND PESOS FOR THE MAG WHEEL AND THE “ABALA” OR THE DELAY OF SOME CRAP. He even showed me an e-mail from “insurance agency” telling about the cost of damages just to proved that he’s not lying. FYI, the copy of the documents are sent via mail. OK? So, Hell NO! I just want the copy of the documents and my license. I told him “Sir, aware ba kayo na illegal ang pagconfiscate ng license not unless may permission ko or kung may authority kayo?” and he replied “WAG MO AKONG TINATAKOT. Binigay mo kusa ang lisensya mo”. Oh gahd, I really wanted to laugh and say “WHUT?! Tanga ba ako para magvolunteer na ibigay ang lisensya ko? The fuck, bro.”

“No Sir, You asked for my license, you took it as collateral and I’m just telling you na instead ako ang makasuhan baka kayo pa ang makasuhan” and then silence came to his face. That time, I felt already his guilt of not taking legal actions so he just walked out with my license with him and now, he’s asking too for legal advises. :]

I’m really willing to pay because it’s my responsibility and it’s my fault after all but this time, things must go through legal processes. 

13 notes ∞ March 31st, 2012 at 12:21 am

My project proposal for Mobile Application Development was chosen for Nokia’s Tap That App Program. The tap game or Tusok2x talks about street foods as part of Pinoy culture (Yeah, very Filipino-ish) and the cute thing here is how I distinguished fishball and squidball from each other through visual and with the absence of smell and taste. I know it’s kinda creepy and weird, seeing along streets ball-shaped patties literally with fish or squid skewed on it. Pero cute naman di ba? ^__^

and the flying fuck I can’t get through the programming part of this game. :’( 

47 notes ∞ March 21st, 2012 at 9:02 pm Twisted Fate

I love them but I just freaking hate them too on how they treat me and how they actually control my actions and decisions as if as I’m still 12-year old fucktard. Yeah, I understand they’re just being protective and it’s for my own good but goddamn sake, the little prince they know is a big boy now. I may still need their guidance but please, All I’m asking is let me grow [let me be who I want to be], decide [let me choose the path I will take] and fly [let me go]. All I need is their patience, let me decide and let me explain. T_T

And now, I’m in hurting and pain. Sad but accepted truth. Ever since, they we’re thinking I’m an intelligent student yet still considered as a stupid person. Of all the people in this “happy and beautiful” world, they’re the least to know me. :(

What’s painful? I’m always an idle thinker to them, a broken reasoner and the imperfect guy. I just feel unaccepted and unmotivated. Today, I just want to cry and shout all the fucking words that my heart is locking on my mouth - words and feelings that I never let out for many years of my moving life.

I’m not committing suicide or sort of, just to tell them, “Hey I’m your son, just so you know, and I’m hurting inside.” No amount of suicide can measure up the fucking hurting I’m feeling right now.

But right now, I just want to cry.

12 notes ∞ March 3rd, 2012 at 9:17 am