Yeah, having this kind of parents, “out-of-the-loop”, is somewhat pretty cool(?) for a fledgeling adult like me. :| They always give me a rough time when it comes to my own decision. It is really impossible to deal with them when I believe that I made a decision that’s right for me. It is just hard for my part since I can’t raise any concerns, I can’t lift my own opinion, I can’t reason out to them because they’ll think that I’m fighting back at them, I’m against them or I’m overbearing. They wont change their opinion for anything else. I still know the fact that they just want the best for me but they don’t really understand that I have my own decisions, I’m doing the best that I can with what I have got and where I’m coming from. It just that my parents don’t deal well with things out their hands or out of their control and they’ll never realize that it has to happen at some point.

Hoping my parents take time to listen to me and consider my feelings as well. I just feel unaccepted and unmotivated. But still, I’ll stick with my beliefs. It is still my life and not theirs. I’ll just hear everything and i’ll take it with a grain of salt and form my own opinion.

For the mean time, I’ll just take some crash courses like IGNORE-OLOGY AND DEDMA-NAGEMENT.